Change is in the air.
This week in the Sacramento Valley temperatures are expected to be 90° F. (32° C.) or higher. If you've been reading this blog for a while, you already know I dread summer heat and dryness. And here in Northern California it is upon us, although I realize that some of you are barely recovered from winter and still reveling in the fresh beauties of spring.
This is only the beginning, and we may still have some time before everything that isn't irrigated turns brown and the sky gets that hot glare (or worse, the brown pall that signals fire). There may be some time before my enthusiasm and energy levels sink as the thermometer soars.
Change. It's inevitable. Most of us dislike it, but I've heard more than once that the pain of change doesn't come from the change itself, but from resisting it. And as far as the impending arrival of summer, that's what I'm doing – I'm resisting.
It's silly, I know, because I have no control over the weather. And generally speaking, none of us has control over other changes we may resist. We age, our kids grow up and move away, maybe we get sick, something changes at work, our favorite neighbors move away, our church gets a new pastor, our go-to coffee shop closes, or something else changes against our wishes and outside of our control.
There are many opportunities to practice accepting change and relinquishing control (or admitting our lack of it). So the next time you are struggling with change, ask yourself if you are accepting or resisting it.
Now, accepting doesn't have to mean "I agree. I'm happy about this. Oh boy, this is great!" Accepting means, "I understand this is happening, and I will figure out how to adjust." It might mean, "I will try to find something that might be good about this change."
After all, those of you who live with winter snow might not like it, but you can "turn your adjusting knob" (as my dad used to say), and get out your boots, the snow shovel, and your favorite warm scarf. You can look forward to cozy firesides and steaming pots of soup and hot chocolate.
When our younger child came out as transgender in early 2014, my husband and I were blindsided. The pain, confusion, and hopelessness almost sank both of us. To be honest, my first feeling was that the daughter I had raised had died. It took some time for me to realize that I was wrong to feel that way – after all, I still had my child. He was still the smart, earnest, funny, loyal person he had always been. I didn't feel joyful, but I could accept what was happening, educate myself about the situation and the transition process, and strengthen my relationship with my son.
Time passed. We all took two (maybe three) steps forward and one step back as we made our way through the process. And today I am proud of my son.
I don't know what changes you may be facing. They may be relatively small changes like a new season or your "baby" graduating from middle school. Or they may be bigger, more difficult or even traumatic changes that you did not see coming.
- Your first response may be fear, anger, or frustration. Go ahead and feel what you feel.
- Your next response may be to look for comfort. There are unhealthy ways to comfort yourself (eat carbs, drink alcohol, go shopping) and there are healthy ways to find comfort (talk to someone, go for a walk, pray, hydrate, sleep).
- You may want to "take control" of the change, even if you can't really control it. But learning all that you can about your new situation may help you gain some stability and confidence. Creating an action list may help you choose your next steps.
- Finally, you can try to accept the change. After all, life is change, and we should probably practice getting good at it. And while we can certainly remember and be thankful for "the way we were," we'll be happier and more effective if we can embrace the opportunity to reinvent ourselves.
Back to where I started: Summer (which I hate) is just around the corner.
Okay, I can turn my adjusting knob, Dad. I'll get out my sandals and my sunglasses. I can look forward to local fresh strawberries, cherries, apricots, peaches, and grapes. The park near our home is wonderful for 6:00 a.m. walks with Jon. I'll plan a trip to the coast and hope for fog and cool breezes. And I'll start making iced London Fog tea lattes for those sizzling afternoons.
See, it won't be so bad.
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This is a great post! I think there's another option to resisting or accepting, though -- and it's the one I most often struggle with. The third option is to make change. In your example of the weather in California, you can either live with it, fight it, or choose to move away. The third option gives us choices, but it can also drive us crazy in trying to discern whether a situation is one to accept as is, to fight, or to actually make change.ReplyDelete
Interesting comment, Bette. To me the third option sounds like finding ways to avoid a change. Or I suppose you could look at it as finding a way to choose the changes you want to deal with. Not always possible, but in some situations it could be an option. Thank you so much for reading!Delete
Interesting to contemplate. My take is similar to Bette's. I think, before acceptance, a person can run the "serenity prayer test": accept what you cannot change, change what you can, and have the wisdom to know the difference. Technically, you likely could move to a milder climate. There would be benefits and there would also be new problems, essentially requiring you to choose which problems they want to have. Thanks for another thoughtful article!Delete
The Serenity Prayer can be very useful. Thanks for reading and commenting, Lucy!Delete
An especially helpful post and I thank you. As my husband and I age (we are in our mid 70s), and with COVID, and some lung issues my husband has developed, we are seeing many changes that weren't "of our own design," shall I say. Here in Mid Minnesota, we have had an extra long winter with spring just now arriving. It hasn't been an easy couple of years and we remain more isolated than in the past to minimize our chance of COVID on TOP of lung issues. We have "turned our hearts toward home" and we focus on what a lovely home we have, that we have each other, and we shift from "acquiring more" to appreciating all that we have. I just completed a hand-embroidered piece that helps me to remember the goal . . . it reads "GRATITUDE LEADS TO CONTENTMENT". Thank you, Karen, for your timely reminder.ReplyDelete
Hello, hron. Thank you for sharing your situation. It sounds like you are finding a positive way to deal with changes that aren't so positive. To me, looking for the things you can celebrate and be thankful for is always the right choice. Blessings on you and your husband. Be well.Delete
My sister-in-law gave me a way to look at change. You tell yourself (or someone else,) “You won’t like it at first, but you’ll get use to it. “ReplyDelete
Lol, it's another way to say, "Turn your adjusting knob." And it's okay if we don't like the change. We don't have to say "yipee!" But I think we get used to it a little faster if we consciously choose to accept it and look for something worthwhile in the situation -- even if the worthwhile thing is our acceptance, or our hope, or our faith that God is still in control.Delete